last year, right before we were married, scott and i were knocked over by the news that we were not going to be able to go to the temple like we planned. then, we were even more blown away by the reaction of some of our family members. we were also concerned that we would be thought less of by our friends and extended family. we waited our allotted "year" and were sealed just a week ago. we were both emotional, although i was the biggest crier. the room was filled with some of our favorite people in this world, some of whom we were surprised to see, and we missed those who could not make it. when they brought sawyer in, the whole room lost it. it was a very special event in our lives that we will never forget and although i feel overjoyed and i know that i should be jumping up and down, telling everyone we know, shouting from the rooftops...instead, i am feeling very private and contemplative about it. i guess this must be a small example of how mary felt after she held the Savior in her arms. she was so overwhelmed that she "pondered all of these things in her heart." sometimes words cannot express what you feel. sometimes being quiet and thoughtful is the best way to convey how you feel.
